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Chapter 09

Anantha Age 18,

Today is the day I will open that birthday gift box. I waited. Because there were so many things that were not done. but before that I need to clean everything and arrange some stuff. It's been a week since I've been here and still there is so much work to do.

Dev uncle and rishi uncle told me they will help me settle here. But I think I should do it by myself. They already help me alot. I think I should listen to something.

I opened youtube and chose a video. The thumbnail was showing ā€˜living my hobby only here’ . It looked different so I chose that video and connected to the speaker. There was no one in the video, only black screen.

ā€œHey this Addy hereā€¦ā€ video started my heart stopped. It's him. I know his voice clearly. It's Akaay.

ā€œI saw a girl today. who seemed familiar. and i wanna meet her again.ā€ he said my jaw dropped. It means he didn’t know me yet. What should I do? Should I meet him? I got nervous. But why?

ā€œI don't know if I will ever meet her. but like shahrukh khan said. ā€˜agar kisi chiz ko dil se chaho to puri kainat usey tumse milane ki koshish mein lag jaati hai’ and "I almost smiled at his words. I don't know why he always makes me smile.

ā€œStay strong, I know you will choose the right thing. you are stressed right now that’s why? This song is dedicated to her.ā€ He dedicated a song to me. How does he know I'm stressed?

Then the song started to play. no he was singing the song by himself. Woow.

He sings.

He fucking sings.

And nobody knows this. How? forget it. The song was not nice . My ears and mind both felt a little piece.

Pal, do pal, ki hi kyun hai zindagi

Iss, pyar, ko hai sadiyaan kaafi nahi

Toh khuda se maang lun

Mohalat main ik nayi

Rehna hai bas yahaan

Ab door tujhse jaana nahi

I started to clean my room. while hearing his song. Slowly moving. He made me relax. His words touched my heart. I was moving. Is this called dancing?

Jo tu mera humdard hai

Jo tu mera humdard hai

Suhaana har dard hai

Jo tu mera humdard hai

He is calling me his hamdard. I think he is in pain too. and don’t think he knows how to show it. He tells everything with his songs. Or maybe with jokes. I want to know more about him.

Teri muskurahatein hain taaqat meri

Mujhko inhi se ummeed mili

Chaahe kare koi sitam ye jahaan

Inme hi hai sadaa hifaazat meri

Zindagani badi khoobsurat hui

Jannat ab aur kya hogi kahin

how does he know I smiled? Is he a magician or something. He is making me crazy. I didn't even meet him properly. Still he is doing this. I felt like I wanted to protect him from the world.

Jo tu mera Humdard hai

Jo tu mera Humdard hai

Suhaana har dard hai

Jo tu mera Humdard hai

I can't protect him. I couldn't even protect myself that night. thinking about that. my eyes started to burn again. Hands started to shake again. Panic attacks are coming.

My vision started to blur. I need to focus on something. Yes. His voice focus on that anantha. You can do it. He told you to be strong. Do it. And it worked , I guess.

hmmm.. humdard hai

hmmm.. humdard hai

hmmm.. humdard hai

hmmm.. humdard hai…

His song was ending and a panic attack was going to happen. He helped me somehow. I took the box and sat on the bed.

ā€œI was stressed too but singing always put me in a better mood. I hope it made you feel good too. Till then bye bye. all the best for your goals.ā€ He said and the video stopped.

I noticed that he wasn’t that goofy like he was in the event. He is a different person in videos. I should do my things I guess.he left me here sitting on bed looking at the box. Nini was written on it. my eyes almost teared up.

I slowly opened the box. I saw there were so many documents and photos. pendrive etc. I got confused. What is this? I took out things one by one. saw and read it. my eyes widened in shock.

Then with shivering hands I took my medical file from that day. I opened the hard copy of the file. I read the file and almost relived that night. but my eyes got stuck on those words. my jaw dropped. eyes widened.

The mouth opened automatically. It says.

Six DNAs found in the body.

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